Friday, August 31, 2007
dying from sleeping late!!!
been sleeping at 2plus everyday ever since exam started.
ytd, slept at 4.40am.
cox today no school!!!
ytd after my business exams, actually wanted to go lib with colie
but she say its ok.. no needa go.
so, me went off pooling.
pooling 1 hour, see them arcade bball quite pro.
ko won the machine for carracing.
so pro.hahahaha.
car racing needa use manual.
but we always auto, then dun look pro.
saw jen, see them pool, while i sat there and receive TEXT BOMB.
everyone went home. and i got tuition.
during maths tuition, i lost all my energy alr mah.
so i was sorta sleeping. eyes open but brains shut.
maybe the eyes is like half open lah.
so i anyhow say random numbers to answer.
then he say," i think we should stop, there's no point going on.. you are really too tired."
then i say,"yeah, i guess. i need to sleep."
hahahaha. budden, after my dinner, bathe and went out.
muahaha. pooling again,then ko house movie n chat.
watched borat. omfg,its gross and funny.
should watch but prepred to gross out.hahaha
chatted.then on my way home i slept in the car.
then when i got up, driver was slping too.
hahaha. finally went home to sleep.
stead still slping now, me wake up alr.hahaha.
ko is so funny lah.
he was speakin in canto and chinese.haha.
and those funny stories.
and he is the most fav student of MRS HODDER.
that bitch who always give me bitch house detentions.
not only me lah, all the girls and everyone she sees breaking school rules.
but ko is like exception, in class also dam biased lah she!!
ppl nvr do essay or detention, X2 X3
ko nvr do essay or detention, "do it tmr" "hand in tmr"
walau, BIASED!!!!!
then he say got this mongolian girl said,"my sister has a big horse and live in the horse everyday.. blablabla" ITS SUPPOSED TO BE HOUSE! niahaha.
then the teacher thought,"oh, your sister RIDE on the HORSE everyday?"
then she say,"nonononono, you know, live in the thing!"
whats wrong with asking this," what meat do you eat?"
i see nothing wrong with this. but fei hai say, "have to say what kind of meat do you eat?"
wth? so kang kor. hahahaaha..but what meat do you eat is not i ask one lah.
other ppl ask one.but i 100% see nothing wrong with it. hahaha.
and ppl find it weird. funny lah, probably cox i hate proper eng.
then he keep on touching fei hai. and say,"fei hai... mo farn la..."
in those really gentle voice, then fei hai was like,"cau, dun touch me.. argh, help!"
hahahaaha. dam funny when they gay tgt.hahaha.
been sleeping at 2plus everyday ever since exam started.
ytd, slept at 4.40am.
cox today no school!!!
ytd after my business exams, actually wanted to go lib with colie
but she say its ok.. no needa go.
so, me went off pooling.
pooling 1 hour, see them arcade bball quite pro.
ko won the machine for carracing.
so pro.hahahaha.
car racing needa use manual.
but we always auto, then dun look pro.
saw jen, see them pool, while i sat there and receive TEXT BOMB.
everyone went home. and i got tuition.
during maths tuition, i lost all my energy alr mah.
so i was sorta sleeping. eyes open but brains shut.
maybe the eyes is like half open lah.
so i anyhow say random numbers to answer.
then he say," i think we should stop, there's no point going on.. you are really too tired."
then i say,"yeah, i guess. i need to sleep."
hahahaha. budden, after my dinner, bathe and went out.
muahaha. pooling again,then ko house movie n chat.
watched borat. omfg,its gross and funny.
should watch but prepred to gross out.hahaha
chatted.then on my way home i slept in the car.
then when i got up, driver was slping too.
hahaha. finally went home to sleep.
stead still slping now, me wake up alr.hahaha.
ko is so funny lah.
he was speakin in canto and chinese.haha.
and those funny stories.
and he is the most fav student of MRS HODDER.
that bitch who always give me bitch house detentions.
not only me lah, all the girls and everyone she sees breaking school rules.
but ko is like exception, in class also dam biased lah she!!
ppl nvr do essay or detention, X2 X3
ko nvr do essay or detention, "do it tmr" "hand in tmr"
walau, BIASED!!!!!
then he say got this mongolian girl said,"my sister has a big horse and live in the horse everyday.. blablabla" ITS SUPPOSED TO BE HOUSE! niahaha.
then the teacher thought,"oh, your sister RIDE on the HORSE everyday?"
then she say,"nonononono, you know, live in the thing!"
whats wrong with asking this," what meat do you eat?"
i see nothing wrong with this. but fei hai say, "have to say what kind of meat do you eat?"
wth? so kang kor. hahahaaha..but what meat do you eat is not i ask one lah.
other ppl ask one.but i 100% see nothing wrong with it. hahaha.
and ppl find it weird. funny lah, probably cox i hate proper eng.
then he keep on touching fei hai. and say,"fei hai... mo farn la..."
in those really gentle voice, then fei hai was like,"cau, dun touch me.. argh, help!"
hahahaaha. dam funny when they gay tgt.hahaha.
what we could have been, 8:03 AM.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
what we could have been, 10:52 AM.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
... endless msgs ...
im looking forward to morning and nights.
didn't take a look at rose today.
but i think its dying.
cox no water!!!!
but all living stuff have their limited life.
so there's nth much i can do abt it.haha.
colie is being loved by a visitor bio teacher.
that teacher hor, every bio lesson also go and chat with her.
look at what she's doing.
omg, dam BT lah!!!!
then always smile at her. giving EXTRA concerns.
and colie dun like her. cox she vry irritating.
colie's graphics folder is fucked up by dani.
the front is so ugly.
but the behind spray painted hysteric glamour girl is so pretty lah!!
colie is just really pro at art stuff.
and i asked her alot of who or who prettier question.
and her answer sometimes shocked me off.
her hand is always kena drawed by me.
colourful hands.hahaha.
im in love with fahrenheit's song " bu hui ai "
its supersupersuper nice!!!!!!!!!!!
now have so much nice shows on!!!! but its eoy, and i've got so much to study!!!!!!
wtf lah, why all those nice shows that i've been waiting just pops out all now!
then i cant watch. i mean need to bear not to watch.
im looking forward to morning and nights.
didn't take a look at rose today.
but i think its dying.
cox no water!!!!
but all living stuff have their limited life.
so there's nth much i can do abt it.haha.
colie is being loved by a visitor bio teacher.
that teacher hor, every bio lesson also go and chat with her.
look at what she's doing.
omg, dam BT lah!!!!
then always smile at her. giving EXTRA concerns.
and colie dun like her. cox she vry irritating.
colie's graphics folder is fucked up by dani.
the front is so ugly.
but the behind spray painted hysteric glamour girl is so pretty lah!!
colie is just really pro at art stuff.
and i asked her alot of who or who prettier question.
and her answer sometimes shocked me off.
her hand is always kena drawed by me.
colourful hands.hahaha.
im in love with fahrenheit's song " bu hui ai "
its supersupersuper nice!!!!!!!!!!!
now have so much nice shows on!!!! but its eoy, and i've got so much to study!!!!!!
wtf lah, why all those nice shows that i've been waiting just pops out all now!
then i cant watch. i mean need to bear not to watch.
what we could have been, 7:27 PM.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
roses are not rotten yet (:
i took a lovely peep.
things are always not as sweet as you think it'll be.
but at least its sweet enough for you to last a day.
kor is not gg to call me tdy.
he is finally allowing me to have the night to study.
thanks kor for not disturbing me.
this indian guy relieved our maths class today.
omg, his hair looks simply like a mushroom haired wig!!
then i told mindy,"he'll look better if he's bald"
hahahaha. yupyup. super funny.
the INDIAN ACCENT~
heard that this korean guy snored during library study period.
and some white guys were trying to throw stuff at him.
so sad lah. i hate white guys, they love bullying ppl.
walau, i cant stand 3angmohs from my business class lah!
they made a hell load of noise, and that girl was lyk eatin chips.
so gross. chips is seriously gross lah. so oily.
but her skin is like nice lah.but i think her tummy is fat.
and she kp on flirting with the two other guys. [GROSS]
our business teacher is like so slack lah. he just let us do this advertisement.
and he let us have free period after finishing it.
why he must wait until tmr then start revising.
i dunno why do teachers here treat internals so lightly??
they dun give a damn.
just at least 3 hrs of lessons of revising in class for the EOY.
do u think its enough????? wth??
and i doubt they will be putting extra effort in revising for O's.
dumb shit assholes education planning system.
look at singapore's education plan, look at yours.
don't you feel ashamed???
i took a lovely peep.
things are always not as sweet as you think it'll be.
but at least its sweet enough for you to last a day.
kor is not gg to call me tdy.
he is finally allowing me to have the night to study.
thanks kor for not disturbing me.
this indian guy relieved our maths class today.
omg, his hair looks simply like a mushroom haired wig!!
then i told mindy,"he'll look better if he's bald"
hahahaha. yupyup. super funny.
the INDIAN ACCENT~
heard that this korean guy snored during library study period.
and some white guys were trying to throw stuff at him.
so sad lah. i hate white guys, they love bullying ppl.
walau, i cant stand 3angmohs from my business class lah!
they made a hell load of noise, and that girl was lyk eatin chips.
so gross. chips is seriously gross lah. so oily.
but her skin is like nice lah.but i think her tummy is fat.
and she kp on flirting with the two other guys. [GROSS]
our business teacher is like so slack lah. he just let us do this advertisement.
and he let us have free period after finishing it.
why he must wait until tmr then start revising.
i dunno why do teachers here treat internals so lightly??
they dun give a damn.
just at least 3 hrs of lessons of revising in class for the EOY.
do u think its enough????? wth??
and i doubt they will be putting extra effort in revising for O's.
dumb shit assholes education planning system.
look at singapore's education plan, look at yours.
don't you feel ashamed???
what we could have been, 12:55 PM.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
at 69 haseler cres, its a house.
gives its utmost warmth and love.
im really happy.
but i dunno how come i dun feel as much as i thought i will feel.
i dun want it to be a mistake. it must be the right one.
wows! pet is online for me to talk to!!!
yipee!! pet rocks^^ mona sister!!
i really miss u heaps.
i've just adopted a kor ytd.
he's a malaysian.
then kp on calling me muimui. hahaha.
and he say that i treat him not nice.
cox i always go out, then make him wait so long to call me.
hahahaha. nvms lah, kor's kind enough to forgive me.
gives its utmost warmth and love.
im really happy.
but i dunno how come i dun feel as much as i thought i will feel.
i dun want it to be a mistake. it must be the right one.
wows! pet is online for me to talk to!!!
yipee!! pet rocks^^ mona sister!!
i really miss u heaps.
i've just adopted a kor ytd.
he's a malaysian.
then kp on calling me muimui. hahaha.
and he say that i treat him not nice.
cox i always go out, then make him wait so long to call me.
hahahaha. nvms lah, kor's kind enough to forgive me.
what we could have been, 7:35 PM.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
roses are dark red.
the samsung phone is pink and empty.
went to watch No Reservations today.
its pretty ok lah.
cox some parts are funny.
and i love those food. omg, so yummy.
and that girl is so cute!
italian opera inside sounds nice.
drink bbtea again!
bbtea addict (:
and i put it on a tree after i finish.
and i pour the remaining pearls into the grass.
cooked my own soba today!
so oishii!!!!!!!
lunch is cool w/o mum/restaurants/takeaway.
but not everytime lah, cox i got limits.
my index nail crack.
i filed it away. no nice shape alr. :'(
gtg for lunch-serving at temple tmr.
hope to see carmen there!
i miss that girl so much.
no good night message today!
and i wonder how one lives without phone for one day.
the samsung phone is pink and empty.
went to watch No Reservations today.
its pretty ok lah.
cox some parts are funny.
and i love those food. omg, so yummy.
and that girl is so cute!
italian opera inside sounds nice.
drink bbtea again!
bbtea addict (:
and i put it on a tree after i finish.
and i pour the remaining pearls into the grass.
cooked my own soba today!
so oishii!!!!!!!
lunch is cool w/o mum/restaurants/takeaway.
but not everytime lah, cox i got limits.
my index nail crack.
i filed it away. no nice shape alr. :'(
gtg for lunch-serving at temple tmr.
hope to see carmen there!
i miss that girl so much.
no good night message today!
and i wonder how one lives without phone for one day.
what we could have been, 8:13 PM.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
still thinking...
omg, im hooked to L word and X family.
shit.... so dead. everyday if dun watch will be like missing them so much.
i need to study sia.
i fell asleep in eng for like ten mins today.
and the teacher was saying sth about swimming books from the poem we reading.
its like, when u r about to sleep, those words on the pages look as if they are swimming.
and this guy was about to sleep when the teacher say that.
then the teacher was like," shaad, u look as if u are seeing the same thing."
hahaha.
then we need to bring the chairs from our classroom to the hall.
i think our school loves student labour volunteering.....
always carry chairs, carry tables... siao.
we're not here to help u teachers to carry stuff one lor.
every school also liddat one walaus.
tdy super super cold.
the wind is like blowing and blowing and blowing.
blow until my anus wanna open to shit can.
then i keep on telling lucy that i wanna shit.
then she say,"omg, can u stop saying that.. vry unmannered lah."
then i say.. aiyah nvms lah, also no one understand.
then we were saying stuff about shitting and how to control shitting and stuff. haha.
and while we walk home, this korean girl ask us how to say "rape" in chinese.
then she told her fren that she "rape" her.
but actually is the korean girl rape her fren lah.
so cute lor they all two. dam funny.
then they kinda like talk to us.. and said bye..
then lucy was like,"i bet they dun rmb us in sch tmr...."
then i say,"yeah of cox wun rmb lah. haha"
and we saw this couple kissing in school at the open area after school lah.
cox got sch rules say "1metre rule between boys n girls mah"
then if they liddat will kena detention lor.
but lucky no teachers lah. hahaha
then lucy say when landy n paul went to america, they eat their lunch while looking at ppl making out..
omg, wtf?? so in america schs, its always kinda porn. hahaha
omg, im hooked to L word and X family.
shit.... so dead. everyday if dun watch will be like missing them so much.
i need to study sia.
i fell asleep in eng for like ten mins today.
and the teacher was saying sth about swimming books from the poem we reading.
its like, when u r about to sleep, those words on the pages look as if they are swimming.
and this guy was about to sleep when the teacher say that.
then the teacher was like," shaad, u look as if u are seeing the same thing."
hahaha.
then we need to bring the chairs from our classroom to the hall.
i think our school loves student labour volunteering.....
always carry chairs, carry tables... siao.
we're not here to help u teachers to carry stuff one lor.
every school also liddat one walaus.
tdy super super cold.
the wind is like blowing and blowing and blowing.
blow until my anus wanna open to shit can.
then i keep on telling lucy that i wanna shit.
then she say,"omg, can u stop saying that.. vry unmannered lah."
then i say.. aiyah nvms lah, also no one understand.
then we were saying stuff about shitting and how to control shitting and stuff. haha.
and while we walk home, this korean girl ask us how to say "rape" in chinese.
then she told her fren that she "rape" her.
but actually is the korean girl rape her fren lah.
so cute lor they all two. dam funny.
then they kinda like talk to us.. and said bye..
then lucy was like,"i bet they dun rmb us in sch tmr...."
then i say,"yeah of cox wun rmb lah. haha"
and we saw this couple kissing in school at the open area after school lah.
cox got sch rules say "1metre rule between boys n girls mah"
then if they liddat will kena detention lor.
but lucky no teachers lah. hahaha
then lucy say when landy n paul went to america, they eat their lunch while looking at ppl making out..
omg, wtf?? so in america schs, its always kinda porn. hahaha
what we could have been, 11:58 AM.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
confessions of heart at 1am last night.
slept at 2plus.
got scolded and HOUSE D for wearing scarf in house and inappropriate earring by an asshole bitch old chee bye hag.
i seriously hate her.
everyone got caught by her before.
omg, she's the MACLEANS POLICE HEAD OFFICER.
yeah right. hahaha.
and we're all criminals, commiting crimes at all times.
just an ordinary staff waiting to get promoted by catching ppl.
i hate doing house D lah, walau.. become a rubbish dumper.
haix.
studied the whole day today. except for awhile lah.
just went out and have a chat, then slept in business class.
the study center bread is gross lah.
i mean, its just normal bread lah.
not as nice as my biscuits.
think i get fat by eating biscuits.
chatting was scary today.
its like im the only one talking to myself.
and i will sudd think of cheh2 saying this," hello wall, how r u ah? "
cox everytime when she talk and i never respond, she will liddat say.
eh, hojing! dun msg ppl lah.... eh, hojing! u like to see me talking to the air hor.
hahahaahahaha.. then everytime she says sth liddat, im sure to burst out laughing.
and my fren, jenny , her arms also got abit of fats lah.
then ytd she hit me, then i pinch her arms.
omg, it feels like cheh2's but abit slimmer. no offence.
but yeah. then the way she react to the pinch is same as cheh2.
she goes like,"eh. heyhey.."
then i say," what.."
she say," u good lah, skinny arms... mine fat.. hahaha"
then at that time i was like, omg how come u sound so much like cheh2.
hahaahahahahaha.
then the rest of the pe period i keep on missing cheh2.
cant wait for 25nov.
muahahahaahaha.
slept at 2plus.
got scolded and HOUSE D
i seriously hate her.
everyone got caught by her before.
omg, she's the MACLEANS POLICE HEAD OFFICER.
yeah right. hahaha.
and we're all criminals, commiting crimes at all times.
just an ordinary staff waiting to get promoted by catching ppl.
i hate doing house D lah, walau.. become a rubbish dumper.
haix.
studied the whole day today. except for awhile lah.
just went out and have a chat, then slept in business class.
the study center bread is gross lah.
i mean, its just normal bread lah.
not as nice as my biscuits.
think i get fat by eating biscuits.
chatting was scary today.
its like im the only one talking to myself.
and i will sudd think of cheh2 saying this," hello wall, how r u ah? "
cox everytime when she talk and i never respond, she will liddat say.
eh, hojing! dun msg ppl lah.... eh, hojing! u like to see me talking to the air hor.
hahahaahahaha.. then everytime she says sth liddat, im sure to burst out laughing.
and my fren, jenny , her arms also got abit of fats lah.
then ytd she hit me, then i pinch her arms.
omg, it feels like cheh2's but abit slimmer. no offence.
but yeah. then the way she react to the pinch is same as cheh2.
she goes like,"eh. heyhey.."
then i say," what.."
she say," u good lah, skinny arms... mine fat.. hahaha"
then at that time i was like, omg how come u sound so much like cheh2.
hahaahahahahaha.
then the rest of the pe period i keep on missing cheh2.
cant wait for 25nov.
muahahahaahaha.
what we could have been, 7:36 PM.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
finally drank bubble tea today at around 10pm.
i drank pearl milk tea.
i was craving for it since friday.
and i finally get to drink it.
stayed home ytd, help sick patient cook porridge, went dinner.
then went home.
i watched im not stupid too again during the afternoon.
so funny and sad.
slept at 1.44 last night.
i drank pearl milk tea.
i was craving for it since friday.
and i finally get to drink it.
stayed home ytd, help sick patient cook porridge, went dinner.
then went home.
i watched im not stupid too again during the afternoon.
so funny and sad.
slept at 1.44 last night.
what we could have been, 7:05 PM.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
i think the NDP is super nice lah.
all the lightings and stuff.
and i can finally watch it. the 3rd year i've been here for national day.
so i think its like, kinda satisfied le lah.
but i've got a maths test tmr! holyshit.
but i got the test paper alr, so i did all the questions alr.
not say very hard lah. hope i can rmb it tmr morning.
then period one will be test time!
i lost my gingerbreadman and my rose charm.
dammit. haix.
today is mufty day. its so sian. no one wear until like, nice lah.
all normal normal lor.
but someppl wore pilot couple uniform.
some wore hamtaro and tiger plushie type.
hahahahaha. then some ppl branded from head to toe.
yupyupyup. its ok lah.
but i really hate those angmohs wearing skinny jeans with fatass legs.
and some are practically squeezing their boobs out.
i think the NDP is super nice lah.
all the lightings and stuff.
and i can finally watch it. the 3rd year i've been here for national day.
so i think its like, kinda satisfied le lah.
but i've got a maths test tmr! holyshit.
but i got the test paper alr, so i did all the questions alr.
not say very hard lah. hope i can rmb it tmr morning.
then period one will be test time!
i lost my gingerbreadman and my rose charm.
dammit. haix.
today is mufty day. its so sian. no one wear until like, nice lah.
all normal normal lor.
but someppl wore pilot couple uniform.
some wore hamtaro and tiger plushie type.
hahahahaha. then some ppl branded from head to toe.
yupyupyup. its ok lah.
but i really hate those angmohs wearing skinny jeans with fatass legs.
and some are practically squeezing their boobs out.
what we could have been, 8:24 PM.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
what we could have been, 2:00 PM.
school ended at at 12.20pm today!!
woots~
went home, called and text.
denise's mum not home,so cant car.
then i hv to ask this uncle to send me there.
pooled with colie and jing.
saw vivy there.
then walked home.
saw d's mum coming home.
went lucy's house to borrow clothes, ate ice cream.
then d pick me n benni up to pooling.
jing was there with one whole bunch of guys.
some are those of vivy's fren.
then, they went home, we pooled. until 5pm
come home and started blogging lah.
and downloading songs. so long nvr use comp alr, hahaha.
maths test on fri! last min notice.
woots~
went home, called and text.
denise's mum not home,so cant car.
then i hv to ask this uncle to send me there.
pooled with colie and jing.
saw vivy there.
then walked home.
saw d's mum coming home.
went lucy's house to borrow clothes, ate ice cream.
then d pick me n benni up to pooling.
jing was there with one whole bunch of guys.
some are those of vivy's fren.
then, they went home, we pooled. until 5pm
come home and started blogging lah.
and downloading songs. so long nvr use comp alr, hahaha.
maths test on fri! last min notice.
what we could have been, 1:31 PM.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
3.8.07
its friday!!
and i STILL HAVEN'T finished my swot notes.
how slack lah.
ytd talking with nicole on the phone until my eyes closed.
then, i hung up the phone,and straightaway went to sleep.
it was only
and i was woken up by denise at
then we msg abit and chatted... maybe
then i dreamt of denise. dreaming that she hung up my phone.
and didn't call back. so i was pissed.
then i dreamt of yanyi!!
she was lying on the road at the garbage place of her HDB flat.
and i was lying there with her. she says tht she misses the 'smell' of her old house.
then there was this crowd of ppl coming around us.
my ANZBYC
then i was like kinda shock, cox the whole dream is supposed to be in
how come got all those nz and aussie ppl.
then i tried talking to denise, but he wouldn't reply. cox he was talking to other ppl.
then we went to this restaurant to eat leftover food from ytd.
then we went to this overhead bridge....
i was wearing my greentea ice cream dunk walking that super slippery metal overhead bridge.
and i realised that i was the only one walking that, and other ppl were at the non-metal overhead bridge taking pics of me. and laughing.
and others were under the overhead bridge taking group pics.
and i told denise that this morning. and she started laughing.
and say that she can only rmb 5secs of her dream.
and she told me stuff about her and the
the
hahahaha. doing surds only. but he not taking exams this yr lah.
argh, stats so un-understandable.
we've got a boring business teacher.
mermaid was having a language lesson during bio.
until she keep complaining that she dam hungry.
and someone gave her one big packet of crackers.
hahahahaahaha.
and i was hungry too, cos she kp complaining.
hahaha. so i ate it. doesnt taste nice at all.
but when u're hungry, that's ok lah.
our house choir rocks lah.
some houses ones good, so far, i think only 3/8 good.
walau, those 5/8 ah, super super gross can.
all sing low low and like not singing lah, its like shouting.
then the background music also vry sucky.
my classmate is angry at me,tina, lucy, jingjing?
i dunno if lucy and jingjing is counted anot, cox they never talk to that person.
but me and tina talked to that person, that person completely ignored us!
wtf lah, birthday also must angry at us meh?
we oso nvr do anything wrong, so far we know...
yeah, we were just asking him to shut up cox we wanna watch house choir mah.
well, at least i think thats the thing that we offended him.
but aiyah, walau, where got ppl so small gas one?
liddat then angry le, siao one lor.
dunno duncare.
what we could have been, 4:04 PM.
i must have been born into a wrong family.
why am i the one that need to follow your mindset.
why cant u just get used to my mindset?
why is my thinking always wrong , and yours always right?
it doesnt mean that u're old and experienced because u been thru my stage, u are right.
cox when u are at my stage, its a totally different generation and a totally different environment.
well, i bet that u guys must be really nerdy last time.
and im sorry, im not born to be a nerd, neither nurtured to be a nerd.
now i know why i smile so lil, and have that dao face.
cox i've been seeing that face for as long as i can rmb.
its always that face,that voice and that finger pointing to me," you are wrong!"
why am i the one suppose to do soul searching.
why cant u do some soul searching as well.
you dun even give a dam shit to your daughter.
you dun even wanna understand her.
and if i tell them,"can u put urself into my shoes, have u ever thought of how i feel?"
i bet they cant even do that, because they dun even understand me.
how can they put themself into my shoes?
and i dun like their concept of life, well, i just cant accept it.
and u cant force me to accept it.
but its just making things worse, why once in a while u have to bring up stuff that makes me feel like im a shit ass person that i shouldn't even exist in this family?
since im alr part of ur family, and u cant change the fact?
why cant u try to understand me better and i try to understand u better?
you only read those holy shitass books about life and death and buddhist teachings.
didn't buddha teach you how to treat your daughter better?
cant u read some fucking parenting book on how to make a good parent?
if u dun wanna read a book, can u just observe your friends around u?
you only look at the way their children treats them, and u dun look at the way they treat their children.
do u ever think why will their children be so nice to their parents?
why?? because their parents are nice, understanding, talkable.
why is it that i dun have such parents.
if i have those kinda parents, i wun treat them the way i treat them now.
whats the point of me wanting to improve this family problem when u dun even give a fucking damn shit care to it?
don't u ever reflect on yourself? all u do is blame it all shit on me.
and u ask me to think of it myself, what about u?
and u'll just say," u dun even talk about stuff to us, we are your parents, we have the right to know whats going on.........."
" u dun even ask me anything at all"
and why must i just start telling u.
well, i tried started telling u stuff, and i got blamed at again for some reason.
what makes u think that i will wanna tell u anymore stuff.
everytym i try to talk, i'll just get prepared to cry and swear at u.
then why make myself so sad for which if i dun do anything, i might be happier?
why is my life so sad.
return home late cox i've got a fren to accompany me.
its been awhile since i found this kinda fren who treats me well.
a fren who is like willing to call me up and chat.
anything wrong with that??????
are u trying to say that i don't deserve to have such a fren, and i deserved to be scolded for having such a fren that makes me happy?????
since u cant give me the happiness that i want, and my fren can, why don't u leave the job to my fren, and see the happier me??????????
don't u know something called "xing fu shi bu neng mian qiang de. kuai le ye shi yi yang" (bliss cant be forced, and neither is happiness).
you said that i have plenty of time to play after i finish schooling.
yeah right, after studying at macleans, i still have to go on to study uni , study hair acedamy, study beauty therapy, blablabla.....
then i have to go on to work.
when is the time when i can play when i cant even play now?
a job as a student is to study. HOW LONG AGO IS THAT LOGIC?
for godness sake, its dinosaur era to think that way.
study hard and play hard.
and u will say that, i gave u so much time to play, its not as if i jail u at home for weekends.. but i never see you studying.
yes yes yes, you never see me studying. cox when im studying, you just happen to be out or sleeping or whatever.
then you only see my playing side, thats why u say so.
yeah, i admit that i play more than i study.
but i really dun see a time when i can play anymore.
when u're so old, play what shit lor, bones alr wanna break le.
like u meh? sit under the tree and thinking that u will get detach from suffering.
thats cox i really say that u never enjoy your life before.
well, the way u enjoy your life is different from me thats it.
some ppl enjoy studying, so studyin for their whole life is what they called ENJOY
some ppl enjoy sporting, so sporting for life is an ENJOYMENT
some ppl love reading books, some love playing comp, and as for me, i love going out.
i love my friends more than anything else, i cherish friendship more than anything else, and being with my frens, its the real me, and i ENJOY it.
so why do u have to stop me for enjoying me life??
well, who knows when m i going to die?
do u think that two months in singapore is enough for me yolanda?
im sorry but to say, im a greedy person that cant stand sitting still.
ppl always say i have a boring life, thats cox i have boring parents.
why am i the one that need to follow your mindset.
why cant u just get used to my mindset?
why is my thinking always wrong , and yours always right?
it doesnt mean that u're old and experienced because u been thru my stage, u are right.
cox when u are at my stage, its a totally different generation and a totally different environment.
well, i bet that u guys must be really nerdy last time.
and im sorry, im not born to be a nerd, neither nurtured to be a nerd.
now i know why i smile so lil, and have that dao face.
cox i've been seeing that face for as long as i can rmb.
its always that face,that voice and that finger pointing to me," you are wrong!"
why am i the one suppose to do soul searching.
why cant u do some soul searching as well.
you dun even give a dam shit to your daughter.
you dun even wanna understand her.
and if i tell them,"can u put urself into my shoes, have u ever thought of how i feel?"
i bet they cant even do that, because they dun even understand me.
how can they put themself into my shoes?
and i dun like their concept of life, well, i just cant accept it.
and u cant force me to accept it.
but its just making things worse, why once in a while u have to bring up stuff that makes me feel like im a shit ass person that i shouldn't even exist in this family?
since im alr part of ur family, and u cant change the fact?
why cant u try to understand me better and i try to understand u better?
you only read those holy shitass books about life and death and buddhist teachings.
didn't buddha teach you how to treat your daughter better?
cant u read some fucking parenting book on how to make a good parent?
if u dun wanna read a book, can u just observe your friends around u?
you only look at the way their children treats them, and u dun look at the way they treat their children.
do u ever think why will their children be so nice to their parents?
why?? because their parents are nice, understanding, talkable.
why is it that i dun have such parents.
if i have those kinda parents, i wun treat them the way i treat them now.
whats the point of me wanting to improve this family problem when u dun even give a fucking damn shit care to it?
don't u ever reflect on yourself? all u do is blame it all shit on me.
and u ask me to think of it myself, what about u?
and u'll just say," u dun even talk about stuff to us, we are your parents, we have the right to know whats going on.........."
" u dun even ask me anything at all"
and why must i just start telling u.
well, i tried started telling u stuff, and i got blamed at again for some reason.
what makes u think that i will wanna tell u anymore stuff.
everytym i try to talk, i'll just get prepared to cry and swear at u.
then why make myself so sad for which if i dun do anything, i might be happier?
why is my life so sad.
return home late cox i've got a fren to accompany me.
its been awhile since i found this kinda fren who treats me well.
a fren who is like willing to call me up and chat.
anything wrong with that??????
are u trying to say that i don't deserve to have such a fren, and i deserved to be scolded for having such a fren that makes me happy?????
since u cant give me the happiness that i want, and my fren can, why don't u leave the job to my fren, and see the happier me??????????
don't u know something called "xing fu shi bu neng mian qiang de. kuai le ye shi yi yang" (bliss cant be forced, and neither is happiness).
you said that i have plenty of time to play after i finish schooling.
yeah right, after studying at macleans, i still have to go on to study uni , study hair acedamy, study beauty therapy, blablabla.....
then i have to go on to work.
when is the time when i can play when i cant even play now?
a job as a student is to study. HOW LONG AGO IS THAT LOGIC?
for godness sake, its dinosaur era to think that way.
study hard and play hard.
and u will say that, i gave u so much time to play, its not as if i jail u at home for weekends.. but i never see you studying.
yes yes yes, you never see me studying. cox when im studying, you just happen to be out or sleeping or whatever.
then you only see my playing side, thats why u say so.
yeah, i admit that i play more than i study.
but i really dun see a time when i can play anymore.
when u're so old, play what shit lor, bones alr wanna break le.
like u meh? sit under the tree and thinking that u will get detach from suffering.
thats cox i really say that u never enjoy your life before.
well, the way u enjoy your life is different from me thats it.
some ppl enjoy studying, so studyin for their whole life is what they called ENJOY
some ppl enjoy sporting, so sporting for life is an ENJOYMENT
some ppl love reading books, some love playing comp, and as for me, i love going out.
i love my friends more than anything else, i cherish friendship more than anything else, and being with my frens, its the real me, and i ENJOY it.
so why do u have to stop me for enjoying me life??
well, who knows when m i going to die?
do u think that two months in singapore is enough for me yolanda?
im sorry but to say, im a greedy person that cant stand sitting still.
ppl always say i have a boring life, thats cox i have boring parents.
what we could have been, 1:00 PM.
Friday, August 03, 2007
its friday!!
and i STILL HAVEN'T finished my swot notes.
how slack lah.
ytd talking with nicole on the phone until my eyes closed.
then, i hung up the phone,and straightaway went to sleep.
it was only 9.30pm.
and i was woken up by denise at 12am asking me if i walking with her tmr.
then we msg abit and chatted... maybe 12.40am ba, we slept.
then i dreamt of denise. dreaming that she hung up my phone.
and didn't call back. so i was pissed.
then i dreamt of yanyi!!
she was lying on the road at the garbage place of her HDB flat.
and i was lying there with her. she says tht she misses the 'smell' of her old house.
then there was this crowd of ppl coming around us.
my ANZBYC camp frens and denise.
then i was like kinda shock, cox the whole dream is supposed to be in singapore.
how come got all those nz and aussie ppl.
then i tried talking to denise, but he wouldn't reply. cox he was talking to other ppl.
then we went to this restaurant to eat leftover food from ytd.
then we went to this overhead bridge....
i was wearing my greentea ice cream dunk walking that super slippery metal overhead bridge.
and i realised that i was the only one walking that, and other ppl were at the non-metal overhead bridge taking pics of me. and laughing.
and others were under the overhead bridge taking group pics.
and i told denise that this morning. and she started laughing.
and say that she can only rmb 5secs of her dream.
and she told me stuff about her and the england elephant.
the england elephant is so funny lah. cox looks like an elephant from england.
hahahaha. doing surds only. but he not taking exams this yr lah.
argh, stats so un-understandable.
we've got a boring business teacher.
mermaid was having a language lesson during bio.
until she keep complaining that she dam hungry.
and someone gave her one big packet of crackers.
hahahahaahaha.
and i was hungry too, cos she kp complaining.
hahaha. so i ate it. doesnt taste nice at all.
but when u're hungry, that's ok lah.
our house choir rocks lah.
some houses ones good, so far, i think only 3/8 good.
walau, those 5/8 ah, super super gross can.
all sing low low and like not singing lah, its like shouting.
then the background music also vry sucky.
and i STILL HAVEN'T finished my swot notes.
how slack lah.
ytd talking with nicole on the phone until my eyes closed.
then, i hung up the phone,and straightaway went to sleep.
it was only 9.30pm.
and i was woken up by denise at 12am asking me if i walking with her tmr.
then we msg abit and chatted... maybe 12.40am ba, we slept.
then i dreamt of denise. dreaming that she hung up my phone.
and didn't call back. so i was pissed.
then i dreamt of yanyi!!
she was lying on the road at the garbage place of her HDB flat.
and i was lying there with her. she says tht she misses the 'smell' of her old house.
then there was this crowd of ppl coming around us.
my ANZBYC camp frens and denise.
then i was like kinda shock, cox the whole dream is supposed to be in singapore.
how come got all those nz and aussie ppl.
then i tried talking to denise, but he wouldn't reply. cox he was talking to other ppl.
then we went to this restaurant to eat leftover food from ytd.
then we went to this overhead bridge....
i was wearing my greentea ice cream dunk walking that super slippery metal overhead bridge.
and i realised that i was the only one walking that, and other ppl were at the non-metal overhead bridge taking pics of me. and laughing.
and others were under the overhead bridge taking group pics.
and i told denise that this morning. and she started laughing.
and say that she can only rmb 5secs of her dream.
and she told me stuff about her and the england elephant.
the england elephant is so funny lah. cox looks like an elephant from england.
hahahaha. doing surds only. but he not taking exams this yr lah.
argh, stats so un-understandable.
we've got a boring business teacher.
mermaid was having a language lesson during bio.
until she keep complaining that she dam hungry.
and someone gave her one big packet of crackers.
hahahahaahaha.
and i was hungry too, cos she kp complaining.
hahaha. so i ate it. doesnt taste nice at all.
but when u're hungry, that's ok lah.
our house choir rocks lah.
some houses ones good, so far, i think only 3/8 good.
walau, those 5/8 ah, super super gross can.
all sing low low and like not singing lah, its like shouting.
then the background music also vry sucky.
what we could have been, 1:00 PM.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
haven't been blogging for ages~
1. MUG HARD
2. CONCENTRATE
3. DON'T FALL ASLEEP
4. STOP PLAYING AROUND
those ppl that are having their prelims, good luck! study hard!!
hope to chat with u guys soon when u finish prelims!
and thats about time for me to mug hard for my prelims too.
prelims starts 27 august.
so nervous!! cox too slack throughout the year.
watched kung fu MJ on sat, its so dam funny lah.
the nicole keep calling me everyday. so half of my homework time is taken away.
there was this social bball in our sch. like just matches.
then this bball team is called 7head (which is kinda vulgar in canto) got 56 : 4 against juniors.
those juniors must be super noob lah.
its just the name 7head funny. and angmohs dun understand what does it mean. funny.
just found out that alice stays at haseler too. so many ppl stays at haseler.
bleach rocks <3 , i must catch up to 136! only up to 26.haha.
haven't been pooling for ages alr. two weeks. haha. so long huh.
carmen has problems making decisions and sometimes dun care about other ppl's feelings.
mermaid didn't come to sch today, she must be hiding home doing her swot notes.
im so gonna study designer's bio when im free. like what mermaid says, "whats the point of paying such a high price for branded goods when u don't even know who the heck design it. and u buy it for the sake of the "BRAND". and not the design and not respecting the designer." sth liddat she told me, then i felt really really noob. so i started researching them. and somehow, thinking that yeah, im gg to support my designer and her/his aim for that design.
there is this nz designer called karen walker, she designed this shirt for $95 and she's gg to donate $50 to the AIDS society.
bla bla bla, thats why im thinking................. im gg to go hk for shopping.
they have so much cool stuff that we don't have! all the brands and stuff.
what has singapore have? so lil branded stuff only, then the shopping centre inside like almost all the same shops. not much special stuff. hk have like crossover and vintages.
haix, but im not rich.
if i was still in sg all along, i wouldn't know so much about such stuff, still being a noob in the small island. so somehow, u ppl should come out and take a tour...
1. MUG HARD
2. CONCENTRATE
3. DON'T FALL ASLEEP
4. STOP PLAYING AROUND
those ppl that are having their prelims, good luck! study hard!!
hope to chat with u guys soon when u finish prelims!
and thats about time for me to mug hard for my prelims too.
prelims starts 27 august.
so nervous!! cox too slack throughout the year.
watched kung fu MJ on sat, its so dam funny lah.
the nicole keep calling me everyday. so half of my homework time is taken away.
there was this social bball in our sch. like just matches.
then this bball team is called 7head (which is kinda vulgar in canto) got 56 : 4 against juniors.
those juniors must be super noob lah.
its just the name 7head funny. and angmohs dun understand what does it mean. funny.
just found out that alice stays at haseler too. so many ppl stays at haseler.
bleach rocks <3 , i must catch up to 136! only up to 26.haha.
haven't been pooling for ages alr. two weeks. haha. so long huh.
carmen has problems making decisions and sometimes dun care about other ppl's feelings.
mermaid didn't come to sch today, she must be hiding home doing her swot notes.
im so gonna study designer's bio when im free. like what mermaid says, "whats the point of paying such a high price for branded goods when u don't even know who the heck design it. and u buy it for the sake of the "BRAND". and not the design and not respecting the designer." sth liddat she told me, then i felt really really noob. so i started researching them. and somehow, thinking that yeah, im gg to support my designer and her/his aim for that design.
there is this nz designer called karen walker, she designed this shirt for $95 and she's gg to donate $50 to the AIDS society.
bla bla bla, thats why im thinking................. im gg to go hk for shopping.
they have so much cool stuff that we don't have! all the brands and stuff.
what has singapore have? so lil branded stuff only, then the shopping centre inside like almost all the same shops. not much special stuff. hk have like crossover and vintages.
haix, but im not rich.
if i was still in sg all along, i wouldn't know so much about such stuff, still being a noob in the small island. so somehow, u ppl should come out and take a tour...
what we could have been, 12:44 PM.
what we could have been, 11:49 AM.
